The fact that I'm moving in less than 18 days is starting to get very real, and freakishly terrifying.
Looking around and seeing all the things I know I will miss.
I've never spent a lot of time from home. I've never gone more than a week without hugging my mom.
I'm used to see my friends on a daily basis when I'm in school. Their faces now going to be replaced with strangers.
I will be forced to make a living on my own, making my own decisions, making my own phone calls.
I've always been afraid of the change, but just maybe it won't be that bad.
I will grow. I will learn. I will do my best. I'm sure as hell gonna cry, but knowing the ones I love is only a phone call away and being able to see them trough a screen eases the anxiety of it all.
For now the music will have to soothe me, it's going to be okay.
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