spontanious

A thing I've noticed since I've moved away from home is that I probably have a little more control of my life. And not in a "Oh I'm so grown up, I can do what I want" but in a way that somehow I kind of know that I've been restless many times and just didn't do anything about it and now I just do stuff. If I feel like taking a walk for 3 hours that is fine, I don't have anywhere else to be yanno?

I have to wash my own laundry, clean the place, make my own food and to be honest? It's great because there is always stuff that needs to be done and that heavy feeling of restlessness eases. Sure, some days I still hang out by myself, in my room doing nothing but staring at a screen but there is still stuff that needs to be done and there is no one else to do them but me.

I don't know where I was going with this, I actually think I wrote something similar to this (yeah looking back a couple of post I totally have *smacks head*) well this post had no point whatsoever.

WHY DO I ALWAYS WRITE ABOUT THE SAME THINGS OVER AND OVER AGAIN AM I THAT DULL? arrrgh *falls over*

Some pictures from an assignment I did last week (I think?)