hiding what we wanna share

I just woke up shaking.
Hahah I love being sick it's soooo wonderful *falls on the floor*
So I probably just need to take another advil (I mean it's not the exact same thing as ibumetin but hell I'm not sure how to translate it)
I NEED PILL FOR THE FEVER TO GO WOOSH FOR AWHILE SO I CAN SLEEP YES.
good.
uhh I hate being sick.

I want a hug.
Warm blankets.
Lots of tea and hugs.
I never get hugs here.
I mean I'm not that close to anyone but can't we all just give hugs?
I feel hug deprived.
I used to hug my friends and family a lot at home.
Like some days I don't feel like socializing but I would like hugs.
I've read it's an introvert thing? not always having the need to be social but still needing intimacy not to feel lonely.
I feel quite lonely.
And I'm probably sounding like a crazy person *sigh*.
I'm just gonna blame it all on the fever and the fact that I'm really tired.
So I'm gonna go back to sleep now.

The school's bathroom has bigger mirrors than I have in my dorm room.
Therefore selfie.

Also got out assignment for next week which is to take a portrait with studio lights. I think I know what I want to do so I shall ask some people tomorrow if they wanna cooperate and do it at the same time so it will less work dragging the equipment back and forth. But we'll see.